I am not a Good Horse
There's this saying, 好马不吃回头草, and by going back to that place, I am not a good horse. I have heeded the advice of many - 骑驴找马, haiz. Its a different position and still a contract. I don't like it here, the only thing that I like, is at the end of the month :-(
No more motivation, feeling tired every night, moody all day.. these are signs that tell me that, I have to continue seeking.
Jia You, Jon!