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Hello blog! Actually it has been out days ago, but i have been too lazy to blog about it. I knew I have a high chance of getting this, which is my 2nd choice. The project doesn't sound like there is alot to be learnt and benefited from it, but still, I manage to convince myself that as long as the supervisor is nice and generous enough to give me a decent grade, the project doesn't matter at all, be it just duplicating CDs. Bah. I saw many of my fellow course mates ended up in better known companies, I suddenly felt so regretted why I hadn't chose them in the 1st place. I could have gotten into them. Then, I saw they are doing software programming jobs which I have a strong dislike for. I know many do not like software programming yet so they still choose such field, isn't that committing suicide? By comforting myself this way, I begin to trust myself that my decision isn't too bad afterall. I need not do programming. Great!

I think the supervisor is a male. Hope he is charming, young and handsome. Haha! No lah, he doesn't need to be handsome la, just be generous to give me A...just joking, a B grade will suffice. But I have got a feeling he is a middle-aged uncle. Doesn't matter too much, as long as he is nice.

The thought of working really scares me. What if I cant adapt to the working world? What if I am too dumb to understand the supervisor's instructions? What if I cant get along with my colleagues? What if I feel so lonely in there, being the only student? What if no one talks to me and my mouth stink from not talking at all? There are 1001 possibilities of having things gone wrong...

But the good thing is that I do not have exams next semester. In replacement, would be those reports to write I guess?