Week 8 of Work

I am quiet like a mute. Lack of motivation and eagerness to learn. Reason being, I am too lazy and I can't say I have the passion in engnrg. I don't know what I like, I have no liking for anything that will pay me for a job.

I am easily distracted, and lose my focus very often. I am mad, crazy, I should stop myself from thinking abt this, but I just cant help it, and think and think and think. My mind wanders off further and further, each time I promise myself that I would think for another 30mins, then i would stop. But eventually, I think abt it ALL THE TIME.

The female engnr, very pro, I appointed her as my idol and source of motivation.

I really need to buck up.