Tuesday, July 31, 2007

My Love for Sn@pe..

..has never wavered. It is the same as Snape's loyalty to the Dumbledore. Even for days after reading the last book, I still feel a great loss and sadness towards Snape and some others who have died. There is 1 chapter (my fav chapt) in the book that talk about snape in detail, but it is enough to make my eyes sour.

When young, Snape loses his childhood love, Lily who is Harry's mum, to James. Maybe that is why Snape abhors James and Sirius. Snape used to be on Voldemort's side, and he tells Voldy about the prophecy made by Prof Trelawney. Voldy thinks Harry is the chosen one and wants to kill the potter family. Snape regrets doing so as he has gotten his love Lily into mortal danger and he asks Voldy to spare Lily but kill the others. Voldy doesn't agree and Snape seeks Dumbledore's help. From that day onward, Snape swears total allegiance to Dumbledore and helps to protect Harry from harm. He chants against Prof Quirell when he jinxes Harry's broom, he remains with Dumbledore when Karkaroff flees with the increasing clear Dark Mark on his arm, he helps Dumbledore when Dumbledore is cursed by a ring and he only has less than a year to live! He obeys on Dumbledore's order to kill him at an appropriate time and has to carry a label of a betrayer when he isn't. He has to continue his dangerous spying job at Voldy to make sure he would attain the post of headmaster in book 7 to fulfil Dumbledore's wish of ensuring the safety of Hogwarts students! OMG! So 伟大。Nobody except Dumbledore knows the sacrifice Snape has been making. Except towards the end when the truth is revealed. Not only those, in the quest to attain the Horcruxes, Snape sends a Patronus of a silver doe to help harry. That patronus is the same as Lily's. But at that point of time, Harry doesn't know that it was from snape! Here is the part which is ever so touching..This happens before the death of dumbledore in book 6.

Dumbledore opened his eyes. Snape looked horrified.
“You have kept him alive so that he can die at the right moment?”
“Don’t be shocked, Severus. How many men and women have you watched die?”
“Lately, only those whom I could not save,” said Snape. He stood up. “You have used me.”
“I have spied for you and lied for you, put myself in mortal danger for you. Everything was supposed to be to keep Lily Potter’s son safe. Now you tell me you have been raising him like a pig for slaughter – ”
“But this is touching, Severus,” said Dumbledore seriously. “Have you grown to care for the boy, after all?”
“For him?” shouted Snape. “Expecto Patronum!”
From the tip of his wand burst the silver doe. She landed on the office floor, bounded once across the office, and soared out of the window. Dumbledore watched her fly away, and as her silvery glow faded he turned back to Snape, and his eyes were full of tears.
“After all this time?”
“Always,” said Snape.

And Snape has stolen a letter written to Sirius from Lily which bears her signature. OMG! I think Snape should have been Harry's Guradian Angel as well as Godfather. He has done more than what Sirius, James and Lupin all together have done for Harry. Sob sob.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Please Turn on Your Speakers...

Just finished watching the last episode of 音乐格斗场 and there were live performances of 梦飞船。Great! Haha, this explains why I suddenly added this old song 不值得 on the mp3player on my blog. By the way, 不值得 song is after the fast n shiok song on my player. Now my player has 3 songs.

Argh..救命啊! 好多豆豆!I really ate too much unhealthy food that two big zits (one is red and the other is yellow, cos the pus has not been purged out) popped up on my beloved left face. Oh ya, the Tank autoskin(forgot the name of the facial solution) advertisement looks so fake, and irritating, too.

Haiz, my life is so boring. I am quite scared for the coming sem, I could sense danger ambushed along the long long long way. And I've found out who my tutors are, cos the school has put up a list of tutors list for the different tutorial group. I suspect I got that tutor who refused to answer my doubts when I was 30min late for a lab sesson in year 1. Yup, that one. Life is great, isn't it?

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Lay Hua

There are many Lay Huas in this world, and if your name happens to be Lay Hua, I must clarify that the person I mention here is not you. Because that particular Lay Hua doesn't have the free time to read this blog here. It is so pitiful that this Lay Hua spends her leisure time doing meaningless stuff like 拍别人的马屁 or picking on other people. Tsk tsk, what has other people's business got to do with her such that she wants to stick her nose into everything? Mind your own business lah, you stupid f***ing 马屁精 Lay Hua!

Yes, I am an-eye-for-an-eye, 以牙还牙 type of person and if you have provoked me, I would not contain my anger and hurl curses at you. Mind you, my curses are quite 灵验. Even if my curses do not hit you, there is high probability that you, Lay Hua, will end up in hell, ya all 18 levels of hell, not one level to be missed. Cos you Lay Hua deserve it!

Another thing I detest so much about you is that, you kept saying you are a very nice person! What the hell, you are actually so thick-skinned enough to say that? Even a saint, so great, also wouldn't say such things about himself. Oi, Layhua, can you don't be so 不要脸 or not? Don't you know what shame is?

Curse Layhua to break her arms, legs , neck, fall into the toilet bowl, and get a taste of what she has been doing to others. May her 倒八辈子的霉 and when she dies, she deserves to be 打入十八辰地狱!

After the cursings, you may think I am so childish, yes i agree I am, afterall, cursings do not solve the problems. But after cursing, I just feel better :)