Week 1 of Work

Its something like getting a culture shock when visiting a foreign country. This coy is bigger than I had imagined. The working is more complicated than the at+achment one. People are more aggressive and confident in their mannerism and speech. Almost everyone is considered eloquent, except for me. As HR brought me to my cubicle, we passed by another cubicle/man, looks beng, but speaks v well, he was talking on the phone loudly. I was shocked, wow, how am I going to survive if this is how ppl talk? I will sure lose out in place.

I cannot be sure who my benef@c is, exactly. As my coach is not him. I hope I will not let my benef@c (assume its the person who hired me) down, hope that I can prove his judgment, that I the chose one, is correct! I have to believe and totally believe in what Guan Yin had advised me in the lot, that I will overcome the obstacle, though it would bring me danger.

Good luck, Jon!

Very Busy..

Recently quite busy, I have to get ready. But mentally, I can't say I am prepared for it. Scared if I can do my job well. Actually it is quite rush, finding suret|es etc.

Yesterday was my last day promoting cheese, and for the past few days I had been dead tired. Lack of slp. Plus I've partly helped in altering my pants, haha, thus little time to go online.

I've finished buying new clothes for work. A total of $287.50 has been spent on 6 tops and 4 pants. On average, its $28.8 per piece. I realised it is hard to buy clothes of my type. For tops, I don't want very short sleeves, too transparent, cannot be too big for my size, not too frilly, and armpit holes too big.

Hope everything goes well.

Am I Up to It?

I am quite excited at the thought of it. I was still in a light and dreamy state on Friday and Saturday, it was unbelievable that I got it. At the same time, I have that doubt in me, whether I can be a good enginr. This is unavoidable, I am not those very confident type of person.

So I happily and 轻飘飘 went to work as promoter on the weekends, feeling extremely bright and good and everything went well that day. There is no annoying customer, nor sickening supervisor to spoil my day. Those Friday, Saturday and Sunday are the happiest days I have had in these recent years. Ha. Also I had my convo on Tuesday. It was alright, thank god we went. Else, I would regret for not attending it. We are all well and not infected at all. We managed to survive not being infected, given it was highly contagious. Anyway back to the topic of convo, my parents were happy. With the photos as well. The last time we took pics was so long ago. The nice photos really make them very happy. Which makes me very happy too.

Now, I no longer feel like a student. Move on. And I will go back and thank guan yin at the temple. 很灵验。 I'll also pray that guan yin will bless me success and smooth work these 2 years.