The C0ach II

The topic for today's entry is still ... my c0ach, ha, he's really an interesting character.

He takes sick leave quite often, I didn't know he's so sickly. Cos he looks pretty normal to me, as he is thin, and walks quite fast, so these gave me the impression that he is healthy. Once, he did tell me he had a migraine, I thought he was making some excuses to get off his work or sth lik that. Recently, I heard that he's high blood pressure, he is facing lots of stress. I reckon, they are not referring to his stress at work, cos though he has alot to do for work, he is still doing a great job due to his pro-ness. This makes me even more curious how his '|ife st0ry' is like as mentioned in prev entry.

It is said that his po0r bill of heath is a result from stress, seaf0od-indu|gence, sm0king, drink!ng c0ke everyday. I feel very sad for his son. His son is so young, why can't he take care of his heath for the sake of his son? So, this strengthens the assumption that his '|ife st0ry' is horrendous.

I am so curious....

The C0ach

It has been my third month here.

Hmmm, now I am very free, actually. And my liking (not scandalous kind)towards my c0ach is sometimes gd, and bad. I like him when he explains things to me, and he never gives me pressure. The bad thing is, he is too busy that he heckcares about me for MOST of the time. Am I ready to take over his job when the time comes? Sigh~ I would finally know how "DOOM" is spelt then.

Talking about c0ach, I've full of admiration for him. How I wish I am so pro like him, in pr0gramm!ng and multitasking. My first impressions of him weren't as gd. Ha ha, in fact, I remembered complaining that I don't like him cos he has an accent and I'd have problem understding him. Erm, actually his English is gd lah, better than locals'. I realise ppl from that country, speak not bad English. Another reason for the not-very-gd impression is cos he's a smoker. I don't know why I do not have gd impression of smokers, shrug. And the shock I got on dnd when he was so beer-l0ving and sputtering nonsense like a drunkard and repeating his words over and over again. That time, he said, whenever he was drunk, he would repeat his 'l!fe st0ry' to the audience. Actually I am quite curious & kp0 to hear his story, it must have been real bad, to be only told during drunk. But I doubt I get to hear it.

He puts a pic of his son on his wall. He looks so much like him. I feel like saying that to him. But stopped myself because, I am not close to him, I only talk to him on work related matters. Any other comments, I should keep them to myself. Haha.

Maybe next entry or so, I would talk about the other characters at my workplace. Stay tuned!

Reset my Mind

Okay, I have realised that my mind has gone bonkers, I lose control of it, meaning I cannot control my thoughts.

Instead, my thoughts are controlling me, me being ruled by them thus sink into a depression loop, where it has already made me unable to snap out of this.

I seriously need to learn to let go of my thoughts, banish them from my mind. Focus is the key, I should focus my mind on what I am currently doing instead of going into my own emotional thoughts.

I cannot remain as like I am now, I want to change!

Sense of Humour - Who has it?

"你给我笔做什么？我都不会写字？”

"Small mouth how to kiss? Use your big mouth.."

Haha...